i am like this.
I go to a craft show in the Beach on the weekend. I see beautiful peyote stitch beaded bracelets. Little shimmery lengths of tiny Japanese Delica beads in beautiful colors. They are $25 each [and up]. I remember the tubes of Japanese Delica beads I have in my [small, but reasonably useful] bead stash, bought just because the colors were so pretty and I'd figure out what to do with them later.
So, of course, I couldn't buy the bracelets. I had to make one of my own.
I started with google and found several pages of instruction. Sat down to do it and failed. Next morning, tried again. Failed. Searched Etsy for a finished one, because the amount of time I was wasting had to be worth $25. Didn't find anything I wanted. Searched for better instructions. Tried again in better light.
This time, I got it.
Yes, it's that tiny. Hub watched me adding rows to this little piece last night and called me Insane. With a capital I.
So I am, then. Oh well. At least I'll be Insane with a really cool bracelet.